Rainy Days + Mondays

Rainy days and Mondays don't always get me down, but they do sometimes. But not today, though. I hope you're not confused yet. This is the end of the long weekend and also the end of the supposed "No Work Mondays" declaration in CML. None of us are suposed to go to work on Mondays. For me, however, it turned out to be "Work On Mondays" instead, for I got in two out of five Mondays throughout this Month.

Didn't go to work today, at least. It looks like a perfect time to sleep or binge around at home but I still managed to get my sorry ass to the AY (Adventist Youth) council meeting. I thought everyone was going to be late so I was yearning to just walk out and leave after some minutes of waiting. Well, well, well, I don't really know if I'm prepared enough to lead the conceptualization of the weekly AY programs for the whole of next year. Ready or not, guidance from up above will always be there, I guess.

Hazel is leaving for Korea in the very near future. I sent text messages a few days ago and told her that I miss talking with her and that I miss her in general. Was supposed to ask her to talk and eat out but I was acting quite naive earlier and before I knew it, she already went home. There is really a very important matter which I need to "discuss" with her but maybe time has not yet come for me to blurt it out.

So on the trip home, I was uneasy. My emotional stability (and even sanity) was challenged just by thinking about these sort of things. I've got far worse experiences with this other girl in college but enough of that for now. Speaking of college, I passed through Adamson this afternoon, for old times' sake. AdU (Adamson University) is the school I got stuck with for five long years. Walking by the Falcon Walkway (or Hallway?), I was expecting some nostalgia to sweep me off but there was little.

I was also meaning to take some pictures of the walkway but it was kind of dark today so I'll just do a documentary of sorts sometime in the future for my beloved alma mater. I'm actually being sarcastic when I say "beloved alma mater".